I will always ♥ you... and i mean it...

When U Were Only 5 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U...
U Asked Me: "What Is It?"
When U Were 15 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U....
U Blushed.. U Look Down And Smile..
When U Were 20 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U....
U Put Ur Head On My Shoulder And Hold My Hand.. Afraid That I Might Dissapear..
When U Were 25 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U....
U Prepare Breakfast And Serve It In Front Of Me, And Kiss My Forhead N
Said : "U Better Be Quick, Is’s Gonna Be Late.."
When U Were 30 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U....
U Said: "If U Really Love Me, Please Come Back Early After Work.."
When U Were 40 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U....
U Were Cleaning The Dining Table And Said: "Ok Dear, But It’s Time For U To Help Our Child With His/Her Revision.."
When U Were 50 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U....
U Were Knitting And U Laugh At Me..
When U Were 60 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U....
U Smile At Me..
When U Were 70 Yrs Old. I Said I Love U....
We Sitting On The Rocking Chair With Our Glasses On.. I’m Reading Your Love Letter That U Sent To Me 50 Yrs Ago..With Our Hand Crossing Together..
When U Were 80 Yrs Old, U Said U Love Me!
I Didn’t Say Anything But Cried...

Happy Realization :)

The TEARS happen...Endure, Grieve and Move on. The only person who is with us, our entire life is Ourselves. Be ALIVE while you are alive...!!! :)

 

♥ is such a PAIN!!!

I wanted love, I wanted comfort

I wanted sense of belonging

Which I never got…

I wanted time, I wanted hugs

I wanted to talk

But, this, I never received…

15 minutes from 24 hrs,

This was my expectation

Sadly it never got fulfilled…

All his promises, all happiness

All glee

Disappeared after too much of love spree…

I wept, I yelled

I also abused

And I was taken so wrong…

My anger, my screams

My slangs

Were the things he always undergone…

But my tears, my needs

My wants

Always remained untouched…

How am I, how is my behaviour

What are my reactions?

All these emotions were always fucked up…

I should do this,

I should do that

Were the things always hammered on me…

I felt like dying

I wanted to suicide

Was my heart’s constant plea…

Alas! I could not dare,

But then,

I took a weapon

And I carved PAIN

On my hand instead…