Awaiting promising future!

I await my future,

I see my dreams coming true,
By being with you, no more I feel blue.

Destination what we had planned,
I see we are approaching there,
It was our trust, love and eternal care.

No matter what happens,
No matter what we face,
I promise we will smile and happy we will stay.

Life is gifting us with opportunities,
Let's make the most of them,
So that our future shines just like a gem!

Until my final breath… ♥

Let’s talk and walk

Sit and eat

Enjoy whole life’s tit-bits…

Hold the hands

Stand and care

Together watch see and stare…

Your are my moon

And my sunshine

Being with you makes all fine…

Life has blessed

And given me strength

In your disguise an Angel is sent…

I want your love

Promises and faith

Until I breathe my final breath…

खोकला विश्वास

बीतें ना ये दिन

है खाली ये रातें
गुमराह खड़ी मैं यहाँ 

सोचु बस बीती बातें । 

कोई उमंग न दिखे

कोई आस न दिखे

टूटे हो जैसे सपने मेरे

समेटने को भी अब मन ना रुके । 

क्यू हुआ ये सब

बस पुछु मैं खुदसे अब

जवाब ना मिलेगा जानती हुँ

फिर भी आस लगाए बैठी हुँ । 

कभी तो मन्नत पूरी होगी

कभी तो खुशिया हासिल होगी

सिर्फ आँसू तो दे नहीं सकता भगवान

इतना विश्वास बनाए बैठी हुँ ।

Forever in ♥

Yes, I love…

I love a man who is so true…

Solutions to my worries he certainly knew…

When I smile, when I weep…

when I fumble and when I creep…

I was comforted and treated special…

and in his arms, I always nestled!

Time, distance, work… never tore us apart…

we were always patient and loyal with our hearts…!

We fought we yelled screamed and wept…

but, it was our belief and trust holding the percept!

Finally the time has arrived, filled with happiness and glee…

as it was destined, forever in love we will be!

यकीन ...

तुम्हारी बातें हँसाती है मुझे,
बेहलाती है, सताती है,
और रुलाती भी है,
कभी कभी ।

तुम्हारी यादें तड़पाती है मुझे ,
सेहलाती है,बेहकाती है,
और फुसलाती भी है,
कभी कभी ।

ये दिन  ये रातें ,
वो धुप से छाओं की मुलाकातें ,
याद दिलाती है तुम्हारी
कभी कभी।

ये आँखें ये सपने
ना पराएँ है, पर अपने
कुबूल होगी हमारी दुआ ,
ये यकीन हुआ है,
बस अभी अभी। ♥

Will he return?

I breathe but I am not alive

I smile but I am not happy

I work but I am not ambitious

I yell but I am not sad

I eat I drink

I play I sing

I clap I cry

I wish I try

I am me

But I am not myself anymore

I blame but I do not mean

I accept but I still grin

I want him back I know he does not

I want to ask I want to fight

But I know it will never happen

I know I have lost him

But have I really lost him?

Will he really not return?

Really?

After Effects...

...come back...

With the lonely nights with the empty dreams, I start my life afresh…

With a heavy heart with my shut eyes, I yell out the mental thresh…

I dunno will I be strong enough, I dunno will I be bold…

I dunno will my steps take me to the way I have not yet been told…

Many things I had imagined, many wishes I had asked…

But somewhere someday something went wrong, and my life slept off my grasp…

Thud! I fell and my eyes opened from the unreal dreams and from the world of illusions…

Thoughts are clear and now clear are all fake confusions…

Now I have nobody; not even my dreams along…

I head towards a new path all my own, wishing to rectify all that has went wrong!!!

I will always ♥ you... and i mean it...

When U Were Only 5 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U...
U Asked Me: "What Is It?"
When U Were 15 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U....
U Blushed.. U Look Down And Smile..
When U Were 20 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U....
U Put Ur Head On My Shoulder And Hold My Hand.. Afraid That I Might Dissapear..
When U Were 25 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U....
U Prepare Breakfast And Serve It In Front Of Me, And Kiss My Forhead N
Said : "U Better Be Quick, Is’s Gonna Be Late.."
When U Were 30 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U....
U Said: "If U Really Love Me, Please Come Back Early After Work.."
When U Were 40 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U....
U Were Cleaning The Dining Table And Said: "Ok Dear, But It’s Time For U To Help Our Child With His/Her Revision.."
When U Were 50 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U....
U Were Knitting And U Laugh At Me..
When U Were 60 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U....
U Smile At Me..
When U Were 70 Yrs Old. I Said I Love U....
We Sitting On The Rocking Chair With Our Glasses On.. I’m Reading Your Love Letter That U Sent To Me 50 Yrs Ago..With Our Hand Crossing Together..
When U Were 80 Yrs Old, U Said U Love Me!
I Didn’t Say Anything But Cried...

♥ is such a PAIN!!!

I wanted love, I wanted comfort

I wanted sense of belonging

Which I never got…

I wanted time, I wanted hugs

I wanted to talk

But, this, I never received…

15 minutes from 24 hrs,

This was my expectation

Sadly it never got fulfilled…

All his promises, all happiness

All glee

Disappeared after too much of love spree…

I wept, I yelled

I also abused

And I was taken so wrong…

My anger, my screams

My slangs

Were the things he always undergone…

But my tears, my needs

My wants

Always remained untouched…

How am I, how is my behaviour

What are my reactions?

All these emotions were always fucked up…

I should do this,

I should do that

Were the things always hammered on me…

I felt like dying

I wanted to suicide

Was my heart’s constant plea…

Alas! I could not dare,

But then,

I took a weapon

And I carved PAIN

On my hand instead…

Distance separates... love unites!!!

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go,

Everything I know and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls,
when it's all said and done
It gets hard but it won't take away my love,

I'm here without you
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you

But you're still with me in my dreams...

Nostalgia... Nagpur

Gorgeous... Goa

A Beautiful Mind...

Do not expect... expectations hurt!!! almost everyone and everybody knows this... but do we really stop expecting even after we are aware of this fact??? or just ask, can we actually stop expecting??? and the answer is no... we actually cant and will never stop expecting!!! I'll put it this way, that if we love someone and wan that person to do something for us, as we are worth it, then why should we stop expecting??? we are humans and not aliens or god!!! but yes, the degree or the extent to which we should extend our emotions and expectations is the matter of discussion... well, that should be taken care of!!! but, Do not expect... expectations hurt!!! this saying is a strict no no for me :)

rather I'll say, Expect and demand from your loved ones, it helps you strengthen the relationship!!! only the thing we have to take care of is the degree of demands we put forth...!!! so... little of everything is never harmful, similarly little of expecting is always useful :)

Expecting... should never hurt :)

If it was in my reach…

If it was in my reach,

I would have gifted you stars and moon…

If it was in my reach,

I would have given you all the blessings and boon.

If it was in my reach,

I would not have let you shed any tear…

If it was in my reach,

I would not have let you get any pain any fear.

If it was in my reach,

I would have showered on you all the smiles and glee…

If it was in my reach,

I would have kept you always with me.

If it was in my reach,

I would have ordered time to stop…

If it was in my reach,

I would have tried no tear to drop.

If it was in my reach,

I would have never let you go…

As you are the only man I always wanted to know…

With you I live my life with you my emotions grow.

For you I can die only for you now I live…

All my heart is for you and yes I can give…

If it was in my reach,

I would have not cried, never would I weep…

I would have loved you forever I would have kept my thoughts deep…

I would have kept you forever with me…

But if only it was in my reach…

Only for you...

Life has always been a challenge,

Life has always been a game,

My life had a void, before you came…

Days lived with you and all the nights spent,

Many words spoken but still few thoughts unsaid…

The time has always been beautiful and it will always be,

In my heart, my mind to give me smile and glee…

Meeting and parting is the phase of life,

This is what you have always said…

Yes, for me, meeting you was destined

But, I promise, parting will never be laid…

Days will go and nights will pass,

Months will disappear and years will fall

The distance will fly the gaps will wither

Destiny will bring us close to be happy together…

I pray to God today and always,

To bestow on us His shower of love and gaze…

Dreams we have seen and plans we have made,

I wish He blesses us and gifts everything unsaid…

You have new hopes, you have new plans,

Remember I am always there to hold your hand…

If ever you are low, if ever you fall,

I will be the first to come and make you feel tall…!!!

Random…

I’m feeling a feeling

that everyone feels,
Of joys, of sorrows,

of happiness and dreams…
Every time I wake up

every time I sleep,
It’s only you,

your thoughts I nurture in deep…

-Deepali Kayande :)