Love, breakup, life…
Three different words but
certainly linked with each other…
I have experienced all three…
from really very close!
Love… the most beautiful feeling I
had… he made me feel so special… so loved and so much wanted… whatever he said
whatever he did, it was all so different and so dear to me… yes I loved him and
he loved me… life was beautiful, full of smiles and fun… life was hopeful… full
of joys and glee… yes I loved him! Start of our relationship… facing all
hurdles together… promising each other to be together forever… to be together
in all ups and downs… holding each other’s hand looking in each other’s eyes…
dreaming of future… a lovely future with all lovely things happening around… enjoying
silence… enjoying the company… enjoying the feeling of just being together… yes
it was ♥… true I felt so… true love I believed in!
Breakup… the most hurting feeling
I had… he made me feel so neglected… so much hatred and so much unwanted… whatever
he said whatever he did, it was all so different and so disliked by me… yes I hate
him and he hates me… life is ugly, full of grins and blues… life is hopeless…
full of cries and tears… yes he hates me! End of our relationship… facing all
the blames alone… promising each other never to see each other again… to forget
each other… to hate each other… killing all the wishes… killing all the dreams…
silence which we enjoyed, kills now… company which we liked irritates now…
being together is the last thing we wish… yes it is an end… end of ♥… end of
something which I think we never had or shared….
Life… the only reality… whatever
comes our way, the only thing which we have with us is our life… till our last
breathe… from the experiences, love and breakup… the thing remained with me
without any demands is my life! Life which I enjoyed when he was with me… life
which I hated when he broke up with me… my behaviour towards my life changed
and keeps on changing always, but life never changed its behaviour towards me…
so if the man for him I did not respect my life cares nothing and has nothing
to do with my emotions then why should I hurt my life for him? Why should I disrespect
my life for someone who never was with me… these are my thoughts at this moment…
but I know again this will change… dunno when… till then, I wish I do not wish
for anything… till then I dream my dreams are not shattered… till then I pray
my prayers are heard!!!
♥ you Zindagi…
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