I will always ♥ you... and i mean it...

When U Were Only 5 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U...
U Asked Me: "What Is It?"
When U Were 15 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U....
U Blushed.. U Look Down And Smile..
When U Were 20 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U....
U Put Ur Head On My Shoulder And Hold My Hand.. Afraid That I Might Dissapear..
When U Were 25 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U....
U Prepare Breakfast And Serve It In Front Of Me, And Kiss My Forhead N
Said : "U Better Be Quick, Is’s Gonna Be Late.."
When U Were 30 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U....
U Said: "If U Really Love Me, Please Come Back Early After Work.."
When U Were 40 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U....
U Were Cleaning The Dining Table And Said: "Ok Dear, But It’s Time For U To Help Our Child With His/Her Revision.."
When U Were 50 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U....
U Were Knitting And U Laugh At Me..
When U Were 60 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U....
U Smile At Me..
When U Were 70 Yrs Old. I Said I Love U....
We Sitting On The Rocking Chair With Our Glasses On.. I’m Reading Your Love Letter That U Sent To Me 50 Yrs Ago..With Our Hand Crossing Together..
When U Were 80 Yrs Old, U Said U Love Me!
I Didn’t Say Anything But Cried...

Happy Realization :)

The TEARS happen...Endure, Grieve and Move on. The only person who is with us, our entire life is Ourselves. Be ALIVE while you are alive...!!! :)

 

♥ is such a PAIN!!!

I wanted love, I wanted comfort

I wanted sense of belonging

Which I never got…

I wanted time, I wanted hugs

I wanted to talk

But, this, I never received…

15 minutes from 24 hrs,

This was my expectation

Sadly it never got fulfilled…

All his promises, all happiness

All glee

Disappeared after too much of love spree…

I wept, I yelled

I also abused

And I was taken so wrong…

My anger, my screams

My slangs

Were the things he always undergone…

But my tears, my needs

My wants

Always remained untouched…

How am I, how is my behaviour

What are my reactions?

All these emotions were always fucked up…

I should do this,

I should do that

Were the things always hammered on me…

I felt like dying

I wanted to suicide

Was my heart’s constant plea…

Alas! I could not dare,

But then,

I took a weapon

And I carved PAIN

On my hand instead…

FB n orkut... deleted!!!

deleted orkut account and deactivated facebook as well...!!! stepping ahead towards my goal of being alone... this was the first step, cutting out myself from the society...!!!

Love u aai...♥ ♥

I'll always need my Mom no matter what age I am...... My Mom has made me laugh... wiped my tears... hugged me tight... watched me succeed... saw me fall... cheered me on... kept me going strong... and drove me a little crazy at times! But my Mom is a promise from God that I will have a friend forever!
Love u aai...♥ ♥ get well soon!!! >-:*-<

उलझन...

 

उड़ना चाहती हु मै...
इस खुले आकाश में... पंख लगा कर...
भूल जाना चाहती हु अपने सारे गम सारी परेशानिया...
जीना  चाहती हु अपना बचपन जो शायद ठीक से नहीं जिया है मैंने...
करना चाहती हु वो सब जो शायद कर नहीं पा रही हु मै...
सवाल यही है... क्यूँ नहीं जी पाई मै मेरा बचपन?
क्यूँ नहीं कर पा रही हु मै वो सब, जो मैंने हमेशा करना चाहा है?

क्या रोक रहा है मुझे?
क्यूँ रोक रही हु मै खुदको?
सवाल आसान है शायद... पर जवाब... शायद कठिन और शायद नामुमकिन है समझना...
उलझी हुई है मेरी ज़िन्दगी या शायद मै खुद उसे उलझा रही हु... पता नहीं... क्यूँ???

Distance separates... love unites!!!

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go,

Everything I know and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls,
when it's all said and done
It gets hard but it won't take away my love,

I'm here without you
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you

But you're still with me in my dreams...

Nostalgia... Nagpur

Gorgeous... Goa